Me and my boyfriend broke up yesterday and I just do not know what to think about it. I am so back and forth between enjoying some freedom and hating being alone.
We broke up, because he doesnt like me doing pretty much anything. I just decided I wanted to not regret my freshman year and just try to make the best of it. I know this is going to be so difficult.
I have never been single. Like no joke, I do not know what to do. I can not even decide what to do with my time. Going out feels wrong and when I stay in im miserable.
I keep getting all kinds of weird and mixed emotins about him and my life right now. This is the lamest and saddest blog ever. I hate when I am not busy, because I just sit here and think about things.
Today was super difficult. I sound really like needy, but I promise you I am not. I need space, but I always get comfortable in relationships. I guess I just am like, it is easier to just always know he is gonna be there and have something to do.
The worst part about all of this, when people call or text me and tell me how sorry they are. It makes me sad, because I do not want to think about it. So, please dont tell me you are sorry and what not. Just know, I am all good and thats all you need to know!
About Me
- Maggie Jo
- Im loud. I talk a lot. I try to be funny. I like rain when im sleepy. I love the winter. I love cranberry juice. I forget A LOT. I am an only child.
2 comments:
YAY MAGGIE IS SINGLE AND READY TO MINGLE. haha you know that everything is going to be okay, and that your life will go on. Everyone gets a little comfortable in a relationship, but if he is not adding to your life, then it is not worth it. I think you are beginning to realize that. You wont be lonely because you have me and your new bestie michael. so i think every thing will turn out swell.
LOVE YA
omg! I didn't know you guys broke up?! everything is going to be ok! it always gets better and the best thing is to go out and get it off your mind! The summer before my junior year in high school me and josh broke up and I was a reck! but I couldn't stay home and think about it! so I made myself get out and do stuff and you know what? I had the best summer! So don't feel guilty going out! it's your life, have fun! and at the end everything will turn out like it's suppose to! I love you girl!
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